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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
took an ambulence to the hospital
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
kept this journal...of course ill make more
03. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nope
04. Did anyone close to you die?
no
05. What countries did you visit?
i spent some time in the u.s.
06. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
confidence
07. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
a few actually.
08. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting through last year in school. getting a B in alg 2 hnrs
09. What was your biggest failure?
im not sure
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
yes
11. What was the best thing you bought?
friends dvds =]... o and i love some of the xmas gifts i gave this yr
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
idk
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
britney spears...hahah she really let herself go
14. Where did most of your money go?
on food and clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
summer..my bday..hah
16. What songs will always remind you of 2004?
yeah..slow motion..the whole o.c. and garden state soundtracks
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
im happier
ii. Thinner or fatter?
fatter
iii. Richer or poorer?
ur guess is as good as mine
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
taking care of myself
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
lying, cheating, being angry
20. How did you spend Christmas?
family day...the usual
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
no sir
23. How many one night stands?
ha nooone
24. What were your favourite TV programmes?
Friends, e. true life biographies, plastic surgery shows, Laguna Beach, Sex & the City
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
no, about the same..ahah
26. What was the best book you read?
thats a good question
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
the o.c. soundtrack
28. What did you want and get?
friendships with some people
29. What did you want and not get?
ehh
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
o man idk
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
turned 17.. went with people out to dinner at tgifridays
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
to understand things and be confident in my choices
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
whatever i thought matched at 6am
34. What kept you sane?
the jessica
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
hmm idk
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
stem cell stuff.. just because i hate it when people think they understand and make naive comments
37. Who did you miss?
just some people i grew distant from
38. Who was the best new person you met?
o wow idk
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
-i said before, to be happy for pain, hard times etc cause u learn from them and it means you're alive
-everthying in life is circumstatial, black and white does not exist.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"cause there's beauty in the breakdown."
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since tom. begins the new year, i will no longer be writing in this journal.
for the first time i actually kept up with one of my new years resolutions. ive always wanted to keep a journal so id have something to look back on for years to come. i want to remember my life an my opinions exactly as they are now. i have been pretty consistent with the upkeep. even the stuff i wrote a year ago shocks me, so i cant wait to read this is several years.
i want 2005 to be a year of health for me- physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, you name it. now that i know what i need, i just need to stop being lazy/afraid and do something about it.
have a happy new years!
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Thursday, December 30th, 2004
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daaaaaang bizzle.
life is good.
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Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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i've been thinking back on 2004 and it has been one long year.. so much has changed.. i was reading my entries from the start of the year and i'm so different... not different bad, not different good...just different. priorities have changed, tastes have changes, friends have changed. i think i'm happier now. i got a lot of things figured out this past year. i have most things under control.
even though i think so much changed in my life this past year (and they did change, friends moved, health stuff changed, etc)...the next two years are going to be huge...just think... most of my friends will go graduate and move away within the next two years..that's crazy. even though it won't be for at least 6 months, it worries me now. i'm so bad at keeping up with people who move. but some of the most important people in my life will be leaving and i don't want t lose them forever.
we're all so complacent in our lives here. i'm not ready to give it all up. if im this nostalgic as a junior, senior year is going to be tough. =]
ha guess i just needed to get the rest of my 04 feelings out before i get a fresh start in 05. now that i understand things a little better, i want to do them better. no excuses. obviously ever year i'm going to learn more and i can't wait to look back on this is like 5 years at laugh at my stupidity.
one thing i learned this year that i hope you all realize is to be thankful for ur sadness and ur pain. sometimes i wish i never felt a thing because the hurt seems unbearble at times, but that's selfish. i know people who feel nothing and it kills them. don't ever wish nothingness upon yourself. while you can teach yourself not to care, it is nearly impossible to get yourself to care about something. when i got hurt the other night, i was upset that the same thing kept hurting me over and over. but then i realized what a blessing that is.
i'm here for all of you. just please don't forget that.
say a prayer for the tsunami victims...80,000 dead and the death tolls are rising. i can't even begin to fathom...
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
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i stood out in the rain until it completely soaked me through. something is right with the world when the sky can do all the crying for you.
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
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i really like my layout for some reason.
rain. =]
megan made my day. our convos..wow.
i'm looking for something but idk what.
anyone know any good cds?
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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christmas eve-drunken boys always provide entertainment.
x-mas was good. hope yours was too.
can't stop smelling the abercrombie 8 on my wrist. i do believe i'm high.
home videos. need i say more? i was quite the little girl.
kyle and i like being jewish on x-mas day. coffee? i think yes.
shopping day today-the money just disappeared, i swear, mom.
i want to see the snow. <3
happy kwanza.
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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well, here we go again. 2 yrs and counting..
christmas eve already? came from nowhere. why doesn't it feel like x-mas this year? is it because im finally growing up? or is it the random heat spells?
hope santa is good to all of you.
ending this journal at the end of the year. it was an 04 project. i have yet to decide whether or not to continue on with a new one in 05. it's a toss up.
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Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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caitlin definitely bought me two hermit crabs for x-mas.
you can call them mertle and herbert.
you know you want my crabs.
<3
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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i want to do something crazy.
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
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38% on my precalc test... daaang, son
today we had the xams rally... hah mastro and whitelaw stole the show.... shut up, i WAS a hip-hoppin homie =]
so today we did secret santa and kissy may was mine... what did i get? KARISSA MAY BUCHANNON ON A LEASH. thats rite. if you can think of a better present, tell me, cause i sure can't.
merry xmas. enjoy your vacation.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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before you think you understand.. remember EVERYONE is hiding something, everyone is leaving out details about something, everyone is changing the truth about something, everyone is weak to something
everyone. you'd be surprised at just how much don't know about someone you think you have all figured out.
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Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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today i spent the afternoon with a guy who loves his gf more than the world. he would do anything to make her happy, can't stop thinking about her, and treats her wonderfully.
that's what i want. i don't deserve it but i want it.
the older i get the more i realize how everything in life is circumstantial. when you are young you are taught right from wrong, black from white. the more i learn, the more shades of gray i see. it just goes to show how you can't judge a person or a situation because everyone is different and life is a matter of perspective. i'm curious to see my opinions and views in 10 years. we think we have it all figured out but we have no idea...
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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spent periods 2-6 in the P.A.C.
P.A.C.=home
Whitelaw=Mom
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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last night was the dinner at tgifridays and i had SUCH a good time!!!
i'm so blessed to have so many amazing friends in my life!!! 40 people... oh my..
despite all the drama and reservation problems, everything turned out so well.
i had a GREAT time and i hope everyone did too.
even though it wasn't a birthday party, i got so many presents! u guys are crazy! who needs xmas? from jamba to six dozen cookies, from four purses to fifty dollars in starbucks cards, from candles to frames, from scarves to pjs, from 12 pairs of earrings to belgian chocolate, from tons of cash to a gangsta coloring book, from hair accesories to gift cards galore, from dvds to jackets......wow
...o yea, and i definitely got cake in the face, up the nose, in the eyes, down the shirt....haha
i couldn't have asked for a better night, you guys are the best.
<3
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Friday, December 10th, 2004
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ooooo baby i'm finally 17!
thank you to all of my friends for the balloons, food, cards, poems, hugs, and love!! you guys are the best!
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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dearest kyle kishimoto,
tonight you fulfilled my one birthday wish as well as my life-long dream. for 16 years and 364 days i've wanted to re-enact liesel in the gazebo and you made it happen. i am forever in debt to you. not a day to early, not a day too late
sincerely yours,
me
not every seventeen year old guy would walk a mile listening to the sound of music casette full blast in my old school fisherprice casette player. not every seventeen year old guy would hold my hand while i publically humiliated myself by running and dancing and singing around.
<3
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MY DOCTOR APPOINTMENT DOWN AT UCLA GOT CANCELLED CAUSE MY DOCTOR GOT SICK!! AMEN.
that just made everything soooo much better.
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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i can only imagine
new layout..why? because it was time..
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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once again ive gotten over myself
i realize there are tons of people dying on their birthdays, etc, so i no longer care cause that would be totally stupid....im sure ill still have fun
<3 u all
sry for not being myself lately
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